.: Feel :.

Come on hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This road I've been given

I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins, going to waste

I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her

I scare myself to death
That's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived
I can see myself coming

I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I've got too much life
Running through my veins, going to waste

And I need to feel
Real love
And a life ever after
I cannot give it up

I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I've got too much love
Running through my veins, going to waste

I just wanna feel real love
In a life ever after, there's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place

Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This road I've been given

Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand

Just a note to state that I'm still alive :P

Life has been pretty hectic ever since I started working. Haven't found the time to update my blog.

The last 2 weekends have been pretty eventful with me going white water rafting with Jonie & gang and me performing with the other chambering pupils for the Wong & Partners' Annual Dinner.

White Water Rafting

White water rafting was great fun! It was scary at times when I fell out of the boat but as long as my team mates rescued me in time I don't really have much to complain about :)

Resting at the water fall

Annual Dinner

The theme for the dinner was Oriental Night. Some of the people really took the time to rent costumes and it was quite fun to see what costumes people came up with. As for the performance it went okay I guess. We sang our own rendition of 'Stand by Me'. The lyrics were modified to reflect our chambering experience at the firm. It wasn't an outstanding performance or anything but at the end of the day I think the crowd was amused one way or another so I guess we were okay :)

Chambering Pupils
Sue Lyn & Fariz in their costumes

A picture with the best dressed male of the night

I guess that is all the updates for now.

Would also like to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

After a rather long hiatus, I finally decided to start writing again. Nothing much to update on except for the fact that I am back home for good now :)

I recently got an offer to do my pupillage at Wong & Partners and will be starting on 15th October 2008. This is the next stage...or shall I say the final stage before I qualify as a lawyer in Malaysia. Looking forward to the challenges ahead and as it is the start of my legal career I definitely plan to go all out!

As for now, I'm just taking it slow and enjoying the free time I have :) Recently completed a 1500 pieces jigsaw puzzle and now that it's done...I have to think of what I want to do next...

An excerpt from Kafka on the Shore

"Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing direction. You change direction, but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn't something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn't get in, and walk through it, step by step. There's no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverished bones. That's the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine."

"Happiness is an allegory, unhappiness a story" - Tolstoy

I suddenly felt like starting a new page with my personal written reflections that probably would have a slightly different theme from my previous blog. Wanted to change the layout too but at the same time I didn't want to delete the old one cause I remember spending so much time and effort into it when I first started. So I guess this will be the new site!

Hopefully it will be more interesting than the previous one :)